猫爱上幸福，鱼怎会知道？

我一生渴望被人收藏好，妥善安放，细心保存。免我惊，免我苦，免我四下流离，免我无枝无依。
但那人，我知，我一直知，他永不会来。
≪时有女子≫

a new year with a new start
this year
i'm going to sit for the grade 8 piano practical exam for the third time
i know i'm wasting the money
but it's so sad that i've failed twice
hope i'll pass this time
pray hard
secondly
i've actually gave up hope on the results
it's so scary
even if i'm just thinking of them
eww
maybe i'll just put them aside
and enjoy this long holiday
third
going back to dance is such a joy
sweating
keeping fit
relaxing
(erm.. dancing doesn't relax huh?)
sad news
gain 3 kg in 2 months
what a horrible numbers there
sigh
should work hard after all

looking back at those vows that i've made
they seemed so fake
yea
i didn't keep my promises
maybe you'll hate me
but i don't care
as long as i'm living happily
that's enough
but maybe you should hate me
that'll be better
i think

well
today is a memorable day
found out an old facebook account that haven't been touched since 2011
found out lots of message in the inbox that haven't been deleted
which contains lots of memories that i wouldn't like to be reminded
and found out this blog that i haven't update for months? years?
so......
looking back at those posts that i've posted
found out that i'm acting so stupidly
sometimes
it's actually good to be single
maybe
i enjoy my life now
maybe it could be better
but i appreciate what i've got.
that's enough
i think
sometimes
we just need to let go

Yes.
I've failed again.
I've failed my piano test again.
And yes.
I'm going to have the third exam.
Maybe I don't seem sad, but deep in my heart,
I feel like crying.
But there's no shoulder for me.
And I've wasted a lot of money.
Each and every year, the exam fees will increase and I need to pay that in order for exam.
I'm sad.
Emo.

今年還沒畢業，我就已經想到畢業感言了。
今年時我中學生涯重的最後一年。
回顧去年，我們與隔壁班相處得不錯。
自己人也培養了該有的默契。
我十分珍惜這段得來不易的友情。
雖然有勾心鬥角、不愉快的事，但是我相信，值得我們回憶的事情一定比較多。
真的希望我們得友誼能長久。
不會一斬就斷。