Friday, July 29, 2011

today is kee nain's birthday.
anson bought a pandan cake for his birthday.
and we sang an ordinary birthday
and started to eat that cake.
but suddenly
a war was started.
they took some cream and put it on other ppl's faces.
it was fun.
i didn't involved at first but it was fun
so i went in the war too!
everyone was like sakai running here and there just to avoid kee nain's creamy fingers.
but unfortunately i've failed to do so.
and i believe no one 'survived' in this war
we continue the war in the class too!
haha!! what a funny day we had
i believe everyone will rmb this birthday!
sweet 16!
XD

Thursday, July 28, 2011

it's been a week ago since i've updated my blog
i've nothing more to write.
pity me
and what had happened to me recently is that
i got an iphone 4
that's all.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

uh oh!
i've failed my piano practical exam.
needa take the exam again on april 2012.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

it's so embarrassed to admit that
yes
i love you more than i can imagine
that's not what i've expected.
but
it's a good thing to know
right?!
homework homework homework
my weekdays are filled with homework
but don't know why.
i always have the motivation to finish it.
maybe i'm that strange?!
XD

Sunday, July 17, 2011

wanted you to hug me from behind when i sleep
(please don't be blue minded)
felt so insecure when i'm alone.
flash back those memories that we had
ha!
i smiled
i cannot forget the recent one
it's so unforgettable
it feels so good that i'm love with you, baby. =)


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Saturday, July 16, 2011

da da da da
the smell of your skin lingers on me now
you're probably on your flight back to your hometown
i need some shelter of my own protection baby
be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity
i hope you know, i hope you know
that this has nothing to do with you
it's personal, myself and i
we got some straightening out to do
and i'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blankets
but i've gotta get a move on with my life
it's time to be a big girl now
and big girls don't cry
don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

the path that i'm walking
i must go alone
i must take the baby steps till i'm full grown, full grown
fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
and i foresee the dark ahead if i stay

i hope you know, i hope you know
that this has nothing to do with you
it's personal, myself and i
we got some straightening out to do
and i'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blankets
but i've gotta get a move on with my life
it's time to be a big girl now
and big girls don't cry

like a little school mate in the school yard
we'll play jacks and UNO cards
i'll be your best friends
and you'll be my , valentine
yes you can hold my hand if you want to
cause i wanna hold yours too
we'll be playmates and lovers and share our, secret worlds
but it's time for me to go home
it's getting late and dark outside
i need to be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity

i hope you know, i hope you know
that this has nothing to do with you
it's personal, myself and i
we got some straightening out to do
and i'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
but i've gotta get a move on with my life
it's time to be a big girl now
and big girls don't cry
don't cry don't cry don't cry
da da da da da da



- big girls don't cry -
- fergie -
you were standing in the wake of devastation
and you were waiting in the edge of the unknown
with the cataclysm raining down
your insides crying save me now
you were there impossibly alone

do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope and failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go
let it go

and in the burst of light that blinded every angel
as if the sky had blown the heaves into stars
you felt the gravity of tempered grace
falling into empty space
no one there to catch u in their arms

do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope and failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go
let it go
let it go
let it go
let it go

do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build hope and failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go
let it go



- iridescent -
- linkin park -

Thursday, July 14, 2011

hmm... today (passed already) is my birthday
and i'm now officially 16
the first person that i wanna thanks is my parents. =)
hmmm the second is you baby. =)
and the third are my friends. =)
thank you my parents that bring me to this world
and thank you my baby that bought a big cake and a present for my birthday! =)
and my friends that gave wishes to me
baby, i love the present u gave. really.
the silver and purple colour which is the favourite colour of mine. =)
i'm gonna find a special place to put it.
still wondering where can i put it.
=)
but thank you baby.
love.
my godfather's dad passed away
when i'm on my way to send my condolence to them
i think of my passed away grandpa
once i think of him, i felt like crying.
i love my grandpa so much
and i suddenly remember that i didn't hug him before.
he loves me so much too
he just don't know how to express his love to me
he always gives me money
he called me to keep them nicely
so that when i'm big enough, i have money to go for university
he always tell me that he already left several thousands for me to go and study in university.
although i know it's not enough,
but i appreciate it.
i wish he could hear this in heaven.
grandpa, i love you and i miss you.



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i'm officially 16!!

Saturday, July 9, 2011

一定要说出来
不然 你就可能会错过
你生命里最重要的人
你永远不会知道
那些人会带给你什么样的惊喜

-0237-
每个人都有可能在你的生命中留下足迹
只是在于他/她逗留的时间是长是短
有可能 他/她只是你生命里的过客
但也有可能 他/她就是要和你一辈子的人
你永远都不会知道
他/她究竟是你的过客
还是与你长厢厮守的人
所以 请珍惜
每个曾经在你的生命中
甚至是心里留下足迹的人
这些人
你不会知道他们什么时候会出现
什么时候会离开
什么时候会再回来
也许他们再也不回来了呢?!
关心并爱护你身边的每一个人
无论他/她是你的亲人、朋友、情人、甚至是敌人
惜福
你不会知道下一秒会发生什么


-爱 发自肺腑-




-韵-
-2011.7.9-
-0233-
幸福都是借来的
如果不懂珍惜
这份感情
随时都会被收走

-穹风-
-木樨的心-

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

yesterday (monday)
4 australian girls and 2 australian boys who came from colac secondary college
came to our school for a fortnight
one of the girls look pretty
and we hope that she'll be in our class for these two weeks
and yes she did.
her name is rhiannon whitson
she's so friendly and tall and pretty
i really can't believe that she's just 15
and i just realized that she had the same date of birth with vanessa
what a coincidence
knew that she got a twins sister who look alike.
hmm... wondering if she was as pretty as her sister?!
yea. hope to keep in touch with her when she went back to australia.
hope we could have lovely memories.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

i'll just pray and pray and pray
that i can just pass my piano practical exam on this thursday
i'm the first who go inside for examination
8.30am early in the morning
urgh!
hope i can do it.
trained hard these days
just hoping to get a pass.
*pray pray*

Saturday, July 2, 2011

i'm currently addicted to nicole ciapponi
a canada ballet dancer
which is a year older than me
and she got distinction for her advanced 2 in 14 years old
which is the grade that i'm learning now
distinction!!
can u believe it!
i'll be super happy if i get a pass for this grade
hope i won't waste my parents' money
this exam costs me rm 800+
hope it is worthy.
pray hard that i can pass all of these exams!