Yes.
I've failed again.
I've failed my piano test again.
And yes.
I'm going to have the third exam.
Maybe I don't seem sad, but deep in my heart,
I feel like crying.
But there's no shoulder for me.
And I've wasted a lot of money.
Each and every year, the exam fees will increase and I need to pay that in order for exam.
I'm sad.
Emo.

今年還沒畢業，我就已經想到畢業感言了。
今年時我中學生涯重的最後一年。
回顧去年，我們與隔壁班相處得不錯。
自己人也培養了該有的默契。
我十分珍惜這段得來不易的友情。
雖然有勾心鬥角、不愉快的事，但是我相信，值得我們回憶的事情一定比較多。
真的希望我們得友誼能長久。
不會一斬就斷。

a few days more, it's the 6th of april

and this is my piano exam date

it's grade 8 exam again

hope i can pass the exam this time

i dont wish to have this exam again

twice is more than enough

plus, i hope i can go for diploma this end of the year

dont know if i can do this.

pray hard that i can

hope my grandpa can grand my wishes

make my wishes come true

went to gambang's F.L.S. crematorium this morning

cleaned my father-side grandpa.s graveyard

kinda miss him every time i've visited him

this year, there are no uncles and aunties coming with us

it's kinda good

so that no one will give us the "black face"

sigh

life's like this

hope my grandpa is great at heaven!

love you, grandpa

Exam's over.
Everybody can sigh a relief now.
Enjoying their holiday without worries.
Unfortunately I have my piano exam next month.
Sigh.
Again.
Moody for today.
Fine.
Just ignore me and find me whenever you need help.
Fine.
Good.
GO AWAY!
I don't need this kind of friends!

My love has eyes blue as the sky.
Her warm, bright smile makes me want to try
To give her the world,
And when she's curled
Up in my arms where I can feel her touch,
I realize again that I love her so much.
My world has turned from black to white.
Kissing in starlight, basking in sunlight, dancing in midnight.


John Blackwood



Julia Quinn
Dancing At Midnight

Today is valentine's.
Ha!
And I'm not gonna celebrate it.
It's just a usual Tuesday for me.
And just what den said,
This is my first single valentine's since I'm in secondary school!
Boo!
Haha!!

It is the last day of january for 2012.
Second day after Chinese new ear holiday.
I went through an ordinary chinese new year.
Very extremely ordinary.
Nothing special.
Just one news that really shocked me.
I've passed my a2 ballet examination!
Bwahahahahaha!!
I'm sooooooooooo happy!!

Just wanna say sorry that i've lost something you've gifted to me last year.
It was missing and I didn't went to find it.
Just let it be.
Although I'm sort of wanted to find it but as what they say,
Just let bygone be bygone. :)
We have a new life to live on.

Oh gosh!!!
I didn't know.
Nah, I'll just pretend that I don't know you at all.
This will do.
You're not the person I knew already.
Maybe I'm not too.
But I just can't believe why I've heard.
Sorry about that.
But please take note:
I don't know you.

Today Joe talk about his girl friend.
Then I'm starting to think.
Did I treat you like that?
I didnt right?
I just knew that his girl friend is so scary.
All of us pity him.
And it makes me think of you.
Too bad.
I almost think of you once a day.
Ha!
Silly me. :p

It's 2012 now.
Err.. There's no difference to me.
Know how I spend my time in this awesome night?
I watched Korean drama with my mom.
And I didn't even know it's 12am until my mom wish me happy new year.
Ha!
It's raining in the first day of 2012.
I believe this will be a brand new year.
An exiting year for me.
Gonna rush and work harder this year!!!
Woosh!!!
Yeah!!!
Gambateh!!!