Thursday, December 30, 2010

其实
什么是爱情?!
爱上一个人是怎么样的呢?
那是什么样的感觉呢?!
我真的很不明白
所以我一直在试探,想...
可是我还是没有答案
我知道
爱 在每个人的眼中是不一样的
可是
什么是爱情呢?!

29/12/2010

today i hang out with D, M and wenqi *again...*
we watched tron legacy!!
it's so nice...
i felt like watching it again...

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

28/12/2010

went to tc with D, M and wenqi today
we talked and ate many things...
we shared 3 twister fries, 2 burger and 5 cups of cola i think
i had a nice time with them...
really happy
and we're planning to hang out tmr too!!!
watch narnia!!
hooray!!!
but now my mood is totally down because of what i've just seen.....
really cannot believe it...
who can tell me what i can do?!


*do u know what and who i'm talking about?!*
现在我才发现一切都是我一厢情愿
事情并没有像我想象那样的发展
原来我不知道的事情还很多
原来我是一直被蒙在鼓里
我不知道原来是那样的
我以为我们可以
难道我们又要好象以前一样吗?
原谅我吧
是我"不小心"看到了你们的对话
本来是怀着好奇心去看的
怎知道被我看到了不该看的东西
我真的不知道该怎么做
如果一切可以重头来过
那该多好呢?
我已经下定决心要出国了
如果一切重头来过
那分离时一定是十分悲伤的
怎么办呢?
我该怎么做呢?


*好久没有写那么情绪化的东西了,因为最近都没有什么特别的情绪一直到刚才
其实我真的不敢相信我所看到的
真的OMG!!!
haiz.... who can tell me what i can do now?!

Thursday, December 23, 2010

i get 8 A's!!!
haha!!
so happy!!!
8 A's!!!!
*acting like a mad woman...*
haha!!!

Thursday, December 16, 2010

...
before she had a chance to react
he reached out and took her hand in his
'' do u feel this? '' he whispered
placing it against his heart
'' it beats for u. ''
''do u feel these? '' he echoed
raising her hands to his lips
'' they breathe for u. ''
''and my eyes , they see for u.
my legs walk for u.
my voice speak for u.
and my arms....
they ache to hold u...... ''
......


- how to marry a marquis -
- julia quinn -

Thursday, December 9, 2010

08/12/2010

spent a beautiful afternoon with E
watched harry potter (part 1) with a small popcorn and a small cup of cola
it was nice
ate baskin robin's ice cream
and eat a hot and roll savoury crispy with chicken and cheese
feels good with all those food in my tummy
yum~
i'm sorry that i didn't go anson's house to bbq
i'm just too full for the other food

have a nice day.... can't wait for another hang out...

Sunday, September 26, 2010

imagination

Imagination can always bring someone
to somewhere he might not able to be.

Imagination can bring u wherever u want to be
or who u want to meet.

Although it is not real
but sometimes
things, places, people or situations that u've imagine
is even better than reality.

Reality is the thing that u can't control
but u can control ur mind on what it is to be imagine.

That's why i love to spend some time in a day
just to imagine my future
or just imagine what is the situation
and feelings when i'm standing on the stage
to perform 'swan lake', 'giselle', 'sleeping beauty', or 'nutcracker'.

It feels great when i'm imagining something.

Friday, September 17, 2010

recently....

i've met someone that i think she has excessive imagination
but i really admire her self-confidence
but i think this is abit excessive
but at least give urself a little bit of confidence
but not too much
and i think those who have excessive imagination
are very terrible!!!
i'm so scared so them!!
haha!!

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

ballet!!!!

i'm crazy with ballet these days...
watching ballet videos through youtube again and again...
i've watched the same movie a few times
but its so nice that i watch it again...
i missed my teacher's studio so much that i want to go back and dance...
but i've stop for a month just for PMR!!!
i hate it!!!
but just for a few weeks i can go back!!!!

Sunday, September 12, 2010

i'm back!!

i'm back and regret now...
i've choose to go shopping instead of going to the book fest...
i chose it because my mom said that the car can't fit in my books...
but my dad call me to go...
i said no...
and he said : u won't many books right?
in my heart : yup, i will...
so i go shopping instead...
and my leg is now very pain...
and all i've buy i just 11 julia quinn's story books!!!!
haiz...

Thursday, August 5, 2010

wow!!

距离上次的post已经很久了
现在
需要面对的是
trial.....
又是这些东西
真可以把人逼疯
老师们又开始碎碎念
说什么:距离PMR的时间还剩多少天
你们还在玩电脑吗?
这个那个
老师,我们会听腻的!
还好我的爸妈没有这样说
不然我真得受不了了啦!!

Monday, June 21, 2010

school opens!!!

hi school
we're back again
the hloiday is too short for me!!
haha!!
i think is short too for everyone!!
and there's something i need to say
there's no concert or perfomance on 26th of june 2010
it's because my teacher went for a holiday and came back on 15th of june
so there's no concert..
so happy that no need to train everyday in the holiday
so that i can shop at kl happily!!!
haha!!
开学快乐!!

Friday, May 21, 2010

concert again?!

today, i receive a message from my ballet teacher
she said:
can we have a concert on 26th of june?!
we will have practice on 5 - 20th of june.
we will perform grade 8 dances and advance dances at taman budaya.
i was just like :
oh my god?!
not again?!
i'd already have a annual inspection on 20th of june and practices in the holiday.
again i will have ballet practice everyday in the holiday..
oohhh!!!
my holiday was ruined by all of the practice!!!!
holiday was gone!!!!!!!!
i want my holiday!!!
but can i in this situation?!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

我们

经过了4个月(不知道)多少天
我们终于把问题给解决了
问题是 : 心中的痛
解决方案是 : 我们又复合了
这样的分分离离
让我们体会到别人很难能体会到的东西
这让我们在这一次的感情中
多了一份成熟
我觉得非常幸运
能遇到你
谢谢


ps:其实如果我们那天没有复合
我会像平常一样生活下去
虽然要忘掉你需要很长的时间
可是我相信我可以
我真的可以若无其事
当作什么事都没有发生
让我们就好像陌生人一样
如果要做朋友
就需要再过多几年
可是你一次次地给我希望
让我越升越高
就在你问我可不可以复合的时候
我有想过
我不想从最顶端那里摔下来
我在那时候是自私的
我不想再上多一次
可是
既然机会来了
为何不抓住它呢?
难道又要等机会溜走时才后悔吗?
机会来了,就要抓紧
就算是在摔多一次
再伤心多一次
也无所谓了
因为
我们试过了

my sister..

today (24.4.2010) is the 100th day that she came to our family
and she is growing bigger...
when i carry her
my hands are pain
but i love her very much
she is a big present from god.
love her so much
now
i am lazy to post her photo
but wait until next week
i will post it
tired tonight

exam is over!!!

and that's just for school's monthly test
cz mid term is coming... abt end of may
ballet grade 8 exam is on 30th of april
but i have no feeling abt it.
and now
i am doing past year questions for grade 7 theory..
i am tired with all those exam la.
how to get rid of it?!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

EXAM EXAM EXAM!!!!!!!!

exam is around the corner again...
everything has exam!!!!
ballet, school, piano...
oh my goodness!!
i'm gonna be crazy!!!
next week, there is a monthly exam in school!!
and i havent even touch my books!!
and ballet exam is at the end of APRIL!!!
oh my god!!
my last grade... haizz...
having extra classes every tuesday...
it is very tired when the class is finished...
and piano...!!!!
just took my grade 6 theory exam on 15th of march..
but im going to take grade 7 theory on september...!!!
im going to be CRAZY with exams!!!
and PMR is waiting for me too!!!!
how can i handel all of these?!?!

Saturday, March 20, 2010

my baby sister!!!

she is now 2 months old
and is having injection tmr
for sure she will be crying loudly tmr
from 1st of march to 15th of march
her weight increase from 5.5kg to 6.3 kg
when i carry her just like carrying a pack of rice..
when she get weighing tmr
sure the weight will be increase..
and when we went to singapore,
we did not bring her along and put her in babysister's house
today when my mom brought her back
i'm so excited and keep on kissing her
she's so cute and fat and .... dunno how to describe...
and she is so heavy ...
haha!!

finally...

i'm back from singapore and jb

16th of march,
went to jb by car in 4.++hours time..
feeling dizzy in the car and feels like wanna vomit but i didnt
arrive there, eat lunch, then went to singapore at 5pm
the traffic is very jam there and we arrive the hotel at 6.++pm
then we realise that my dad didn booked any hotel and all the hotel is fully booking because of the sentosa...
then the person help us to call to other hotel
at last we found one in orchard parade hotel
it is so expensive and costs 400.++ singapore dollar a night
because of dunno how many star la..

17th of march,
we went to the bank this day because my parents need to do something
and it is very boring there
we need to go to 3 banks in a beautiful morning!!!
haha!!
i'd finished a book while waiting them...
then in the afternoon...
we went to takashimaya shopping centre..
we have a wonderful lunch there in a japanese restaurant...
yum...
and go into many branded shop..
my dad wanna buy me one bag but i dunwan
dunno why
no mood to buy things that time gua..
haha!!
then we spent half day at takashimaya..
when we go back to the hotel, all of us felt tired and dunwan to move anymore..

18th of march,
had breakfast in coffee bean ( a big sandwich which is very delicious )
then we went to my jb's aunt house..
they bring to check in a hotel then we go shopping again
in the jusco got harris/popular
i bought 27 books from there!!!
haha!!
and it costs rm668.55 after giving the membership card and discount 20% for each books..
so expensive and i dunno how to finish reading those book now..
so many and i have no place to put it and just put like that on the table..
bought some clothes there and ate japanese food again in a restaurant called kinsahi

19th of march,
after having breakfast
we went on to the journey by car for 4 hours time again
and again
i wanna vomit and feel dizzy
then i sleep in the car and when i woke up i realise that we arrived kuantan ad
all the things looks so familiar..
and now i am blogging...

that's my holiday...

Saturday, March 6, 2010

  • so happy to play with my baby sister..
she's so cute and fat..
she grew from 2.9 kg to 5.5 kg.. from 15th of january till 1st of march
is too fat and heavy
my hand will be very tired when i carry her
but she is so cute that i dunwan to put her down
  • about my brother
haih!!!
he is going to have exam next week
BUT he is still like :"aiya, nvm de la!! ....."
i also dunno wad i can do
call him to do exercise and he said
"why there is so many pages to do?can i do it tmr?!"
"cannot!!"
"why?!"
"because u r having exam for next week!!!"
then he begins to get angry!!
"i dunwan this kind of sister!! keep on calling me to do exercise!! i wan to find another sister!!"
then i just throw the book into the dusbin since he dunwan to do..
haha!!
he take it back!!
  • and abt me!!
is having theory exam for gd 6 on 15th of march!!
gambateh!
nervous
but is so happy that the holiday that is coming...
i will go to singapura
although we need to stay at the bank for whole day
but we can go shopping!!!
wooho!!!
so excited!!
cant wait!!!

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

one of my star..

my baby sister
name - loh xiao yun sherlyn 罗筱韵
age - going to be 2 months old
status - so fat and cute and looks like boy boy
photo














































now..

in english, we learn past tense, present tense and future tense.
we will also have this in our life..
past tense - the things that are already past
present tense - the things that u are going through now
future tense - the things that u planning to do in the future
my past tense is over and i am not going to think it anymore..
my present tense is now going on and on..
having fun now with my present tense cz my new born baby sister is my star..
and of course for my brother la..
abt my future tense is too far to think it but sometimes i will imagine it..
i have a plan to study at australia and before it i will go kl to study for 2 years...
with my fren - denise
but i wonder when i have finish my study, how old am i?!?
too old la i think
but it's just future tense right?!

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

bad day!!

i'm sick now and not going to school for tmr and friday
i've start my holiday
but the bad is
CNY is here and i'm sick!!!
haizz!!!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

放弃了

忘记你
对我来说 说很难做到的事
可是我会很努力
很努力
的把你忘记
我会克制自己
提醒自己
既然得到了这样的答案
就应该放弃了
就这样
好了
再见吧!!

Monday, January 25, 2010

how?!

我可以怎么做呢?
每次看见你的感觉就像是暗恋一个人这样,
看见你是又怕你发现我在看你,
瞄了你一眼,
发现你没有在看我,
又感到有点失望!
该怎么办好呢?
朋友都劝我去找你,
说机会是你自己争取的,
不争取就没有了!
可是我没有那个胆量,
是因为我不够爱你吗?
可是这几天在学校我躲着你,
但又想见你。
你希望我主动吗?
还是你已经放弃了呢?
如果没有,那要怎样才能挽回那离我而去的你呢?

我怎么了?我?!?!

一直都想去找你
可是都没有那个勇气
朋友都叫我
厚脸皮一点
就直接去吧
可是我做不到
朋友就说
如果你真的是爱他
你一定会不管那么多
就去找他
是我不爱你吗?!
可是我的心有一部分还有你
我该怎样?!
讨厌自己为什么没有那个胆量
为什么不能就这样豁出去了
为什么什么都要到最后才来后悔
为什么?
我都不明白
难道要然自己就这样后悔吗?

Sunday, January 24, 2010

我发生了什么事?

发生了什么事?
每当在学校的时候
我都想看到你
可是当我真的看到你的时候
却下意识地避开你
不知道为什么
我也不知道我自己发生了什么事
到底谁可以告诉我?

Friday, January 22, 2010

chinese new year

chinese new year is coming..
and on 6th of february im going to do hair treatment and highlight after school!
haha!!
highlight again cz it becomes brown in colour now.
so i go another place and highlight purple!!
haha!!
but i am going to maroon to have a hair cut on monday..
for chinese new year..

心情很乱
不知道我在想什么
也不知道我可以做什么
只是很乱
乱到头痛了
却还是想不到

school replacement

haih...
getting tired of school...
having school replacement tmr
feel tired and lazy to go
but i have presentation tmr
so i MUST go
haizz...
hope i have time to sleep tmr..
haha!!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

thank you, mami...

mami 谢谢你
你很清楚我要的是什么
你知道我不会跟你说
所以你叫我找朋友倾诉
真的很感谢你
我爱你 mami

爱的最高境界

爱的最高境界是什么?
并不是
可以为了对方而死
也不是
生生世世到永远的诺言
爱情的最高境界是
习惯
习惯了一个人的存在
习惯了一个人的声音
习惯了他的一切一切
到最后
习惯没有了
感觉上
就像少了什么一样

Monday, January 18, 2010

后悔了...

我就知道
当你经过的时候
我就已经开始后悔了
已经太迟了
现在才发现
已经太迟了
来不及了
可是我真的很后悔
感觉很伤心
断了
断了
没了
后悔

来不及

Sunday, January 17, 2010

丁字路口

现在
我站在了人生的丁字路口中
不知道该往哪儿走
我讨厌需要这样的选择
如果决定了向左
走了之后才发现原来向右才是对的
已经迟了
所以现在我犹豫不决
我该怎么办呢?

fb!!

will put some pics in here later..
the pics of my youngest sis and bro
lazy now...
for more pics
please go and view my fb la!!!

Friday, January 15, 2010

原谅我 - 萧敬腾

请不要分了以後
还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久 已不属於我
默默低头 那时我很多 话哽在喉咙

你的笑你的快乐
或许我爱太多想太多
我能感受 他比我适合
爱放了手 我伪装冷漠 比你先说分手

请原谅我 原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口 好让你离开我
请原谅我 好想自私将你占有
你的寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活

请不要分了以後
还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久 已不属於我
默默低头 那时我很多 话哽在喉咙

你的笑你的快乐
或许我爱太多想太多
我能感受 他比我适合
爱放了手 我伪装冷漠 比你先说分手

请原谅我 原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口 好让你离开我
请原谅我 好想自私将你占有
你的寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活

爱过恨过哭过也笑过
亲吻过你的脆弱
其实我比谁都要懦弱

原谅我 必须假装爱错
别让时间逗留 我怕说不出口
原谅我 没有解释太多 心痛 别无所求
彻底忘了我 爱原来有舍得 我爱过 我才懂

finally!!

finally
this is the day
it is here
and i am going to ponteng!!
hah!!
happy that:
my youngest sister is going to be born
and
i've got a new hp from my dad!!
haha!!
a very best day in my life!!
^^

Monday, January 11, 2010

let's think of something that's happy now!!!

So excited that my little sister is going to be born
4 more days to go can't wait
my friend , Catherine also felt excited too
dunno why == haha
feeling excited and excited
dunno how does she looks like ^^
her name is 罗筱韵 Loh ___ ___ Sherlyn
(not confirmed yet)
hope she likes our family
and wish she will be happy to be here
and i hope that she'll be healthy --> 身体健康
thanks all my friend that are excited of this
especially Catherine!!
haha!!
she'll be very happy when she saw that i mention her so much here!!!
haha!!
welcome to our home --> sherlyn

没想到

他已经把所有的都放下了
是该替他开心
他说了一句 让我觉得很有意思的话
“爱情只是生命中的一部分”
对啊
只是一部分而已
并不是全部
所以不必为了恋情的失败而哭声求死
(我没有酱哦)
算了吧
让一切都过去吧
时间会把这一切都从我的脑海了带走的
只是 不知长短而已

一语点醒梦中人

朋友说
就选你再怎么为他伤心流泪痛苦
再如何对他念念不忘
他再也不会把你记住
再也不会保护你、照顾你
那天,我把这话想了很久
是很不值得
可是却放不下
时间、学业
或许他们能让我把他忘了吧

回忆

我该怎么把一切由你的回忆
从我的脑海里删掉
那些回忆
就像在我的脑海里生了根一样
挥之不去

Thursday, January 7, 2010

常听别人说 忘记是一件非常难的事
我没尝试过 所以我不了解
现在 我知道了
原来是那么的困难
本来 我以为我已经好了
可是原来 我只是在自欺欺人
算了吧
说再多也没有用了
朋友 我看我们做不成了
那就做 陌生人吧
再次祝你 学业进步
身体健康


本人最近处于悲伤状态
所以请不要把我惹火!!

为什么?!

为什么 伤心又回来了呢?
为什么 一切都不是我想象的?
为什么 我做不到?
朋友
不是我想象中的那么容易
可是为什么我做不到
为什么 总是有一种感觉 浮现在你每次出现在我面前的时候?
这种感觉很熟悉 可是我却不能有
只能告诉自己 我们只是朋友
曾经一度以为自己能做到的 到现在都是假的
想给你一个微笑 却不能做到
唉!!

p.s : 那些东西 其实我不需要