E

Dear ex-best friend, or you will still accept me as a long lost best friend,

You popped into my dream just now, literally just now
In there, we were happily doing things together
Like we were supposed to do 7 years ago

Looking back
We have known each other for almost 8 years now
Getting to know you is the next best thing that happen to me during the high school period

Many things to say, but little can I express
Nonetheless, I miss you


S

Look back at the previous blog posts
Noticing how much I've grown up since all these years

Never thought that growing up would be so fast
I never feel like growing up
It means that my parents are growing older
That my responsibilities as the eldest sister are becoming more adult-like
That my college/university life is leaving soon

How I wish time would slow down a little bit
Just enough for me to enjoy the rest of my degree life
Before the need of facing the cruelty of the society

But time wouldn't wait for anyone
As it would just ticking and tocking it's way through

No matter what
I appreciate everything that happen in my life
No matter how short or how long
No matter how important or how unnecessary
They made up a part of me
For me being me

Thank you



04.49AM  13.07.2017
The day that I turned 22

Siblings

Siblings are
Someone who you can bully
Someone who you can fight with
Someone who you can scold them

But they are also
Someone who make you wanted to turn into a better person so that they can look up to you as a role model
Someone who you can play with
Someone who you can seek help when you need one
Someone who you love and love you
Someone who will be there for you other than you parents

Siblings are the best thing in life given by parents
Love each and every one of you



Sharon

突然有一种感慨
很想发在这里
没有什么人看到的地方
把这里当成一个树洞
说说心事

再过几个月
就21岁了
10年前
谁会想到21岁那么快就会到
11岁的我
还在憧憬
10年后的自己
是怎么样的成功
虽然
现在的我也没有非常成功
但我非常喜欢我现在的状况
进修着自己喜欢的科目
每天都会学到新的东西
实在是很充实

现在看来
21岁也没什么吗
只不过
朋友多了些
功课重了些
思想成熟了一些
可是我觉得这就是
成长的必经之路
非常值得

没什么
就觉得
我爱生活

Never realize I've been ignoring this blog until it turned 2016
Coming to the fourth month of 2016, found out it was quite a exciting one
Getting more and more use to university life
and maybe single life
found out university course/subjects are more suitable for me
I'm quite excited in learning them
although sometimes i'll sleep in class
which i think i did it quite often no matter i'm in secondary school or uni

after being a psychology student
i've realized that i've became a person that i think i would wanna be
always observing people from a different perspective
so glad i chose the field that i'm interested

think i quite enjoy my assignments though
they are the ones that help me in scoring my results

anyway, i love you
psychology

又一次感觉到世事无常
六月份时看到他还好好的
中气十足
三个月后   就接到他去世的消息
很遗憾   我不能去参加你的葬礼
也不能去尽一点孝心
但是   我诚心在这里
愿你安息
我在这里   思念你

有很多事情其实我都憋在心里不说
因为我都不知道可以和谁讲
最近我深刻体会到
如果父母过世了   兄弟姐妹之间成家了   都会变成“亲戚”了
其实我都在想
是我们家庭的问题吗
还是大家的关系都悄悄在变了
我真的很怀疑   也很遗憾
因为我真的很想念以前单纯的时候
大家和和睦睦   快快乐乐的
时过境迁
难以想象以后的日子   会是怎样的
应该只会越来越尴尬吧
大家都戴着面具   用应付陌生人的态度来面对曾经最亲的家人
家人   家人    怎么就越走越远了呢