Tuesday, September 20, 2011

i did it?!
did i?!
really?!
uh oh!!
i didn't even remember it.
i didn't even realize it!!
oops!
shouldn't have lose control.

19 september 2011

you know what dear?
that day we talked about the wedding dress and all that,
i dreamt of a wedding with you that night.
i kept on rewinding the scenery when i woke up. =p
oops! =p

Friday, September 16, 2011

why?
why i'm feeling moody today?
did nothing.
no one did anything to me
but why i'm moody?
no reason.
maybe it's just because
i miss you.
yeah.
maybe.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

ish!
i hate it when i miss you so damn much.
wanted to talk to you.
wanted to see you.
wanted to be beside you no matter what we're doing.
ish!
hate to admit
but I MISS YOU.
世界上最美的过度在哪里?
在爱里。



摘自
对不起,忘了你
橘子
有很长的一段时间,我不能翻阅我们的照片,
因为我不想哭,对着照片流泪并不适合我。

有很长的一段时间,我没有办法去到我们曾经去过的场所,
因为回忆太挤,而当中嚎啕大哭会让我看起来很神经。

有很长的一段时间,我不能够说出你的名字,连听也不能听的那种不能够,
因为我知道我会哭,未语而泪先流。

这句话只适合我写,而不适合我做。
可是我其实一直在哭,在心里哭。



摘自
对不起,我想你
橘子



曾几何时,我也这样过。
我不知道为什么我要这样,
人前欢笑人后落泪,
我只知道你对我而言不太一样,
不,
是很不一样。



摘自
对不起,我想你
橘子

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

我不想用一辈子的时间来忘记你,
因为,
我想用一辈子的时间来爱你。



摘自
被爱,却孤独
橘子
让我照顾你,终于拥有你,不再错过你;
我还有好多的话想要告诉你,
好多回忆想要有你一起,
我已经错过你一次,
没关系我认了,
可是我不想要再错过你第二次,
我不想用一辈子的时间来后悔,
来忘记你。



摘自
被爱,却孤独
橘子

12 september 2011

i've already felt moody when i knew that you won't go to school for two days.
i know i will miss you terribly.
i couldn't stop my mind.
it just keep on thinking of you.
i already miss you now.
miss you so damn much.
hate so much that i didn't have a chance to chat with you today.
wanted to talk with you so badly.
damn it!

Monday, September 12, 2011

i just want you to be happy.
you can find me whenever you want.
even though when i'm busy,
i will finish the things that i'm doing quickly just to cheer you up.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

i simply love the reaction u gave me when i said i'm angry with you. =p

7th of september, 2011

baby, i miss u.
i'm thinking,
will u hug me when i'm crying because of the story that i've read?
i just can't forget u,
get rid of you from my mind.
tried so hard but at last i've failed to do so.
love. =)
exam exam exam!!!
i'm having my ballet exam on 7th of october!!!!!
aaaaa!!!!
2.30pm!!!!!!
gonna die!!!!
still have 3 more weeks!!!!
how am i gonna train myself?!?!
ish!!!!!!!!

Monday, September 5, 2011

holiday ends.
holiday ends!
HOLIDAY ENDS!!!!!
urgh!
school life starts again.
and i need to get use to it again.
hope this 2 and a half months can pass quickly
so i can enjoy my end year holiday as soon as possible
woohoo!
but it seems so far away from me.
so sad =(
a month later and we are facing the final year exam!
ish!
needa study again!
study.
study!
STUDY!!!
aaaaa!!!!!!



so i'm gonna say bye and off to my study!

when i'm at kl

it's fun and tired during those 3 days.
first day i went to klcc for the book fest and of course for shopping.
spent rm700++ to buy SEVERAL books.
dad bought a bag there for me
loewe which cost about rm3000++
=p so happy with it.
bought jeans , dress and some sleeveless shirt.
totally addicted to gap's jeans.
love it so much cz it's so comfortable.
saw a pair of high heels in zara but there's no my size
so i just gave up and decided to buy it the next day
but the shoes aren't in sale for the other branch
if i knew it earlier, i should have bought the shoes
although it's SLIGHTLY bigger for me
later in the evening we check our hotel - garden residence
not to mention about the dinner downstairs.

second day, woke up late and ate breakfast in our room.
went down to garden and mid valley for a 8 hour shopping.
bought a slipper type heels to comfort my feet that are suffering from walking too long with high heels.
went to dome and had tea there before we went to mid valley.
shop and shop and shop.
then we bought dinner and go back to our room and have a good rest.

third day which was the last day
waken up by everyone at 10am
and felt so dizzy and sleepy cz i slept at 2am the day before.
then had my breakfast which is maggi that we bought at carrefour downstairs the day before.
after packing everything, we checked out and went to pavilion to have our lunch.
tokyo street which is at the 6th floor in pavilion is so fun.
many things to buy.
i even bought 10 small spoons which cost me rm180++
luckily my mom paid it. =p
ate lunch there. love the beef that i ate there.
the beef cost rm90++ per servings.
and our lunch cost a total of rm300++ cz we ordered 2 servings of the beef.
yummy!
bought mochi sweets there and the japanese tea.
addicted to mochi sweets and felt lucky that i bought 2 boxes of them
and the japanese tea is nice too!
after the lunch we went parkson and just randomly shopping there.
then we're on our journey back home.
reach kuantan at 6pm and finished our dinner at 7pm

what a nice and tiring journey i had.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

i just realized something in this moment
that is i really couldn't leave you already.
i always found myself missing you right after you said goodbye to me and went to sleep
i always lost my thoughts
and just think about you when i'm bored or even when i'm doing things that are important.
how am i gonna get rid of you in the rest of my life?
think i will not succeed in doing it.
will you let me get rid of you or you already wanna get rid of me?!