其实我一直想找男朋友
不是因为我很想要谈情说爱
只是因为
独自一人在外求学
有时候真的很寂寞
巨蟹座
真的很需要家人的陪伴
还没开始新的学年
我就已经开始想家了
到时候要出国
怎么熬呢？

其实我不排斥到外地去念书

我只是不喜欢离开家人的感觉

好像无论任何家庭活动你都不能参与

感觉好像被排除在外

当你想帮他们忙

又离得太远

当你想向他们寻求帮助

他们爱莫能助

要自己生活其实不难

只是我还是不太能控制随家人的思念

算了吧

20岁

是该长大了

加油！

你可以的！

The Choice by Nicholas Sparks

He added cheese to another cracker. "When does your boyfriend get back to town?"
"Are we back to this topic again?"
"I'm just thinking of you. I don't want to get you in trouble."
"I appreciate your concern, but I'm a big girl. And not that it matters, but he'll be coming home on Wednesday. Why?"
"Because I've enjoyed getting to know you these last couple of days."
"And I've enjoyed getting to know you."
"But are you bummed it's coming to an end?"
"It don't have to come to an end. We can still be neighbours."
"And I'm sure your boyfriend wouldn't mind if I took you out for another motorcycle ride, or went for a picnic with you, or if you sat in the hot tub with me, right?"
The answer was obvious, and her expressions became more serious. "He probably wouldn't be too happy about it."
"So it'll be ending."
"We can still be friends."
He stared at her for a moment, then suddenly grabbed at his chest as if he'd been shot. "You really know how to hurt a guy."
"What are you talking about?"
He shook his head. "There's no such thing as being friends. Not with single men and women our age. If just doesn't work like that, unless you're talking about someone you've known for a very long time. Certainly not when it comes to strangers."
Gabby opened her mouth to respond, but there was really nothing to say.
"And besides," he went on, "I'm not sure I want to be friends."
"Why not?"
"Because most likely I'd find myself wanting more than that."