it's hard to avoid thinking what u shouldn't think

is there anything for me to do?!

any tuition?!

practise?!

homework?!

as long as i won't think about those that i shouldn't think of.

i wanna fill up my time.

anything for me to do!?

how do i get through one night without you
if i had to live without you
what kind of life would that be
oh i, i need you in my arms, need you to hold
you're my world, my heart, my soul

if you ever leave
baby you would take away everything good in my life
and tell me now

how do i live without you
i want to know
how do i breathe without you
if you ever go

how do i ever, ever survive
how do i, how do i
oh, how do i live

without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
there would be no love in my life
there'd be no world left for me
and i, oh baby, i don't know what i would do
i'd be lost if i lost you

if you ever leave
baby you would take away everything real in my life
and tell me now

how do i live without you
i want to know
how do i breathe without you
if you ever go

how do i ever, ever survive
how do i, how do i
oh, how do i live

please tell me baby
how do i go on

if you ever leave
baby you would take away everything
need you with me
baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life
and tell me now

how do i live without you
i want to know
how do i breathe without you
if you ever go

how do i ever, ever survive
how do i, how do i
oh, how do i live

how do i live without you
how do i live without you baby
how do i live



leanne rimes
how do i live without you

it's hard to control ur mind
not to think this and that
it's hard to make a decision
on which way u should go
left or right
it'll break ur heart if u go to the left
it'll let u be complicated if u go to the right
yeah...
so just let it be?!

hmm...

i did the wrong thing

i shouldn't have told u that

hmm....

know what?!

my sis bite me

and it looks like a snake did that

something happened yesterday

and it caused my eyes to be swollen
about my first kiss
my parents knew about that
and they were kinda like angry?!
and i've been grounded because of that
i need to be at home for the whole holiday
since my dad's car was spoilt so we cna't go for vacation
my mom told me about 'bible' yesterday
she said that i need to keep a distance from u
when she said that
i think of breaking up
and this thought made me cry for a whole night
my mom even told me that
my dad wants to find you for a 'talk'
and luckily that they came late yesterday
if not i can't imagine what will happen

breaking up made me cried for the whole night
and i even wrote something and ready to send it to u this morning

but i don't have the courage

thinking of the breaking up made me feel like crying..

i don't wanna get swollen eyes anymore

so i'm so sorry to tell u baby..

i can't go out with you this holiday

i'm not going for iu

i didn't tell u this yesterday

because i don't wanna affect ur mood for exam

cz i think of telling u about the breaking up yesterday..

sorry darling.

*teardrops*

yeappy!!!!
i'm free from now!!
3 weeks' exam is over!!!!
i'm back to my story books!!!!