It's the second-last day of year 2011.
I can't imagine that I'm getting a year older already.
And what waiting for me ahead is spm.
That wonderful spm.
This is the last year i'm studying in this school with my amazing friends and memories.
I'm sure that I'm remember them forever.
I love 2011!
I had a crazy ad awesome year.
Hope next year will be the same although we have exam.
Good luck everybody!
Love!

i wasn't purposely don't wanna reply your message
i was watching the last few episodes of my korean drama.
i didn't know you were reading my blog.
i wanna update it so much
but everyday my dad was like a bee and the computer is like a honey to him
he sticks to the computer everyday
so i let him
since there's nothing i need to use the computer
so i didn't update anything
i'm fine these days.
i just discover that there's alot of books that i can download and read using iphone.
it's fun!!
i don't need to bring my book everywhere
and i found one of my favourite author's book!!
i'm so happy!!
ha!
and i have pedicure and manicure this afternoon
i paint my finger nails dark blue and my toes dark purple!!
can you imagine that?!
i'll take photo and upload next time. =p
i'm going to kl tomorrow.
will text you when i go
plus, i will update once when i'm back!! :)

i dreamt you last night.

i saw you being jealous when i was talking with one of your best friend

i know this won't happen on me anymore

i'm the one who gave up first

i shouldn't have think of these.

plus,

now it's kinda okay being single than in a relationship like last time

there's no difference on me

just without you in my life

but something's weird.

i can't say what.

just one person is missing in my life

and i can do nothing to let him stay.

too bad.

i'm a failure.

i haven't update my blog since last month after exam.

i'm just too lazy to think about what to write.

and i don't think there's anybody who read my blog lately.

nah,

i just wanna write this down

something i wanna let the particular "you" know

wondering if you're reading my blog lately?

i think no

since you've blocked me in facebook.

:)

it's been a long time since i update my blog.

it was almost 2 months ago.

i was just busying with my ballet exam and school exam

i hope i done well.

and everything can pass with flying results.

there are 2 more weeks to my year end holiday.

i'm now wondering how to spend it.

of course i will spend it with my lovely friends and sisters!

i will spend my holidays with books and tv programmes!!

woohoo! hope i can finish all the books in my cupboard.

i believe that there's 50 of them!

haha!

i did it?!

did i?!

really?!

uh oh!!

i didn't even remember it.

i didn't even realize it!!

oops!

shouldn't have lose control.

19 september 2011

you know what dear?

that day we talked about the wedding dress and all that,

i dreamt of a wedding with you that night.

i kept on rewinding the scenery when i woke up. =p

oops! =p

why?

why i'm feeling moody today?

did nothing.

no one did anything to me

but why i'm moody?

no reason.

maybe it's just because

i miss you.

yeah.

maybe.

ish!

i hate it when i miss you so damn much.

wanted to talk to you.

wanted to see you.

wanted to be beside you no matter what we're doing.

ish!

hate to admit

but I MISS YOU.

世界上最美的过度在哪里？

在爱里。

摘自

对不起，忘了你

橘子

有很长的一段时间，我不能翻阅我们的照片，

因为我不想哭，对着照片流泪并不适合我。

有很长的一段时间，我没有办法去到我们曾经去过的场所，

因为回忆太挤，而当中嚎啕大哭会让我看起来很神经。

有很长的一段时间，我不能够说出你的名字，连听也不能听的那种不能够，

因为我知道我会哭，未语而泪先流。

这句话只适合我写，而不适合我做。

可是我其实一直在哭，在心里哭。

摘自

对不起，我想你

橘子

曾几何时，我也这样过。

我不知道为什么我要这样，

人前欢笑人后落泪，

我只知道你对我而言不太一样，

不，

是很不一样。

摘自

对不起，我想你

橘子

我不想用一辈子的时间来忘记你，

因为，

我想用一辈子的时间来爱你。

摘自

被爱，却孤独

橘子

让我照顾你，终于拥有你，不再错过你；

我还有好多的话想要告诉你，

好多回忆想要有你一起，

我已经错过你一次，

没关系我认了，

可是我不想要再错过你第二次，

我不想用一辈子的时间来后悔，

来忘记你。

摘自

被爱，却孤独

橘子

12 september 2011

i've already felt moody when i knew that you won't go to school for two days.

i know i will miss you terribly.

i couldn't stop my mind.

it just keep on thinking of you.

i already miss you now.

miss you so damn much.

hate so much that i didn't have a chance to chat with you today.

wanted to talk with you so badly.

damn it!

i just want you to be happy.

you can find me whenever you want.

even though when i'm busy,

i will finish the things that i'm doing quickly just to cheer you up.

i simply love the reaction u gave me when i said i'm angry with you. =p

7th of september, 2011

baby, i miss u.

i'm thinking,

will u hug me when i'm crying because of the story that i've read?

i just can't forget u,

get rid of you from my mind.

tried so hard but at last i've failed to do so.

love. =)

exam exam exam!!!

i'm having my ballet exam on 7th of october!!!!!

aaaaa!!!!
2.30pm!!!!!!

gonna die!!!!

still have 3 more weeks!!!!

how am i gonna train myself?!?!

ish!!!!!!!!

holiday ends.

holiday ends!

HOLIDAY ENDS!!!!!

urgh!

school life starts again.

and i need to get use to it again.

hope this 2 and a half months can pass quickly

so i can enjoy my end year holiday as soon as possible

woohoo!

but it seems so far away from me.

so sad =(

a month later and we are facing the final year exam!

ish!

needa study again!

study.

study!

STUDY!!!

aaaaa!!!!!!

so i'm gonna say bye and off to my study!

when i'm at kl

it's fun and tired during those 3 days.

first day i went to klcc for the book fest and of course for shopping.

spent rm700++ to buy SEVERAL books.

dad bought a bag there for me

loewe which cost about rm3000++

=p so happy with it.

bought jeans , dress and some sleeveless shirt.

totally addicted to gap's jeans.

love it so much cz it's so comfortable.

saw a pair of high heels in zara but there's no my size

so i just gave up and decided to buy it the next day

but the shoes aren't in sale for the other branch

if i knew it earlier, i should have bought the shoes

although it's SLIGHTLY bigger for me

later in the evening we check our hotel - garden residence

not to mention about the dinner downstairs.

second day, woke up late and ate breakfast in our room.

went down to garden and mid valley for a 8 hour shopping.

bought a slipper type heels to comfort my feet that are suffering from walking too long with high heels.

went to dome and had tea there before we went to mid valley.

shop and shop and shop.

then we bought dinner and go back to our room and have a good rest.

third day which was the last day

waken up by everyone at 10am

and felt so dizzy and sleepy cz i slept at 2am the day before.

then had my breakfast which is maggi that we bought at carrefour downstairs the day before.

after packing everything, we checked out and went to pavilion to have our lunch.

tokyo street which is at the 6th floor in pavilion is so fun.

many things to buy.

i even bought 10 small spoons which cost me rm180++

luckily my mom paid it. =p

ate lunch there. love the beef that i ate there.

the beef cost rm90++ per servings.

and our lunch cost a total of rm300++ cz we ordered 2 servings of the beef.

yummy!

bought mochi sweets there and the japanese tea.

addicted to mochi sweets and felt lucky that i bought 2 boxes of them

and the japanese tea is nice too!

after the lunch we went parkson and just randomly shopping there.

then we're on our journey back home.

reach kuantan at 6pm and finished our dinner at 7pm

what a nice and tiring journey i had.

i just realized something in this moment

that is i really couldn't leave you already.

i always found myself missing you right after you said goodbye to me and went to sleep

i always lost my thoughts

and just think about you when i'm bored or even when i'm doing things that are important.

how am i gonna get rid of you in the rest of my life?

think i will not succeed in doing it.

will you let me get rid of you or you already wanna get rid of me?!

forgotten about one thing.

is

yeah! you're back! =p

i just can't control my mind

it just keep on flying back to that day

and i just keep on thinking about it these few days.

it did not keep me from missing you

but it makes me miss you more instead!

ish!!!

holiday doesn't make me any happier.

just that time pass like a snail or turtle walking by.

can't it be any faster?

so school open earlier then i can meet u.

yeah.

maybe i should enjoy the holiday that's without you.

spend this holiday with my books, shopping, computer and homework!

urgh!

whenever my phone vibrates, i thought it was you but it always disappoint me when it was not.

totally wiped out these days

had been dancing for 3 days continuously

one and a half hour each day

saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday and wednesday!

urgh!

how am i gonna survive after wednesday?

and go shopping in KL on thursday, friday and saturday?!

i think i'll have a broken leg when school opens.

who wanna offer me a ride to my class which is at the 3 floor of block M in SABS?!

or what i need is just a tongkat!

haha!

i wish u're here with me and don't abandon me alone

can't feel anything from u right now

if we're still like this

i believe the only solution is just

bye bye

but i don't wish to.

maybe i'll just let it be

and don't give too much pressure to u.

maybe i'm just to demanding or what.

yea love.

actually i did think before

what if u leave me

what will i do?

i didn't mean to argue with u

i just.

haih.

maybe this is the best for us?

but can i say i don't want it?

proceed to my homework

but no mood

i think heading to the bed is the best.

maybe i just need to sit down and think about it

this problem keep on occurring recently

and it forced me to face it.

so i can't avoid it anymore

right?!

wow!

training course was kinda boring when it starts

but the foot drill is kinda fun.

fun but tiring.

yea.

i'm exhausted now!

wanna have a deep deep sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

competition tomorrow!!!!!!

gambateh for our school!

and gambateh for my team member!

wow!

almost a month i didn't update my blog.

nothing special.

august test just past.

end year exam is coming soon.

ballet exam is coming soon.

tomorrow i have some sort of training course.

got iPhone 4, iPad 2 and iPod nano.

feels kinda moody tonight.

that's all i think.

today is kee nain's birthday.

anson bought a pandan cake for his birthday.

and we sang an ordinary birthday

and started to eat that cake.

but suddenly

a war was started.

they took some cream and put it on other ppl's faces.

it was fun.

i didn't involved at first but it was fun

so i went in the war too!

everyone was like sakai running here and there just to avoid kee nain's creamy fingers.

but unfortunately i've failed to do so.

and i believe no one 'survived' in this war

we continue the war in the class too!

haha!! what a funny day we had

i believe everyone will rmb this birthday!

sweet 16!

XD

it's been a week ago since i've updated my blog

i've nothing more to write.

pity me

and what had happened to me recently is that

i got an iphone 4

that's all.

uh oh!

i've failed my piano practical exam.

needa take the exam again on april 2012.

it's so embarrassed to admit that

yes

i love you more than i can imagine

that's not what i've expected.

but

it's a good thing to know

right?!

homework homework homework

my weekdays are filled with homework

but don't know why.

i always have the motivation to finish it.

maybe i'm that strange?!

XD

wanted you to hug me from behind when i sleep

(please don't be blue minded)

felt so insecure when i'm alone.

flash back those memories that we had

ha!

i smiled

i cannot forget the recent one

it's so unforgettable

it feels so good that i'm love with you, baby. =)

0610 16072011

da da da da

the smell of your skin lingers on me now

you're probably on your flight back to your hometown

i need some shelter of my own protection baby

be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity

i hope you know, i hope you know

that this has nothing to do with you

it's personal, myself and i

we got some straightening out to do

and i'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blankets

but i've gotta get a move on with my life

it's time to be a big girl now

and big girls don't cry

don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

the path that i'm walking

i must go alone

i must take the baby steps till i'm full grown, full grown

fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?

and i foresee the dark ahead if i stay

i hope you know, i hope you know

that this has nothing to do with you

it's personal, myself and i

we got some straightening out to do

and i'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blankets

but i've gotta get a move on with my life

it's time to be a big girl now

and big girls don't cry

like a little school mate in the school yard

we'll play jacks and UNO cards

i'll be your best friends

and you'll be my , valentine

yes you can hold my hand if you want to

cause i wanna hold yours too

we'll be playmates and lovers and share our, secret worlds

but it's time for me to go home

it's getting late and dark outside

i need to be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity

i hope you know, i hope you know

that this has nothing to do with you

it's personal, myself and i

we got some straightening out to do

and i'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

but i've gotta get a move on with my life

it's time to be a big girl now

and big girls don't cry

don't cry don't cry don't cry

da da da da da da

- big girls don't cry -

- fergie -

you were standing in the wake of devastation

and you were waiting in the edge of the unknown

with the cataclysm raining down

your insides crying save me now

you were there impossibly alone

do you feel cold and lost in desperation

you build up hope and failures all you've known

remember all the sadness and frustration

and let it go

let it go

and in the burst of light that blinded every angel

as if the sky had blown the heaves into stars

you felt the gravity of tempered grace

falling into empty space

no one there to catch u in their arms

do you feel cold and lost in desperation

you build up hope and failures all you've known

remember all the sadness and frustration

and let it go

let it go

let it go

let it go

let it go

do you feel cold and lost in desperation

you build hope and failures all you've known

remember all the sadness and frustration

and let it go

let it go

- iridescent -

- linkin park -

hmm... today (passed already) is my birthday

and i'm now officially 16

the first person that i wanna thanks is my parents. =)

hmmm the second is you baby. =)

and the third are my friends. =)

thank you my parents that bring me to this world

and thank you my baby that bought a big cake and a present for my birthday! =)

and my friends that gave wishes to me

baby, i love the present u gave. really.

the silver and purple colour which is the favourite colour of mine. =)

i'm gonna find a special place to put it.

still wondering where can i put it.

=)

but thank you baby.

love.

my godfather's dad passed away

when i'm on my way to send my condolence to them

i think of my passed away grandpa

once i think of him, i felt like crying.

i love my grandpa so much

and i suddenly remember that i didn't hug him before.

he loves me so much too

he just don't know how to express his love to me

he always gives me money

he called me to keep them nicely

so that when i'm big enough, i have money to go for university

he always tell me that he already left several thousands for me to go and study in university.

although i know it's not enough,

but i appreciate it.

i wish he could hear this in heaven.

grandpa, i love you and i miss you.

10.7.2011 2122

i'm officially 16!!

爱 一定要说出来

不然 你就可能会错过

你生命里最重要的人

你永远不会知道

那些人会带给你什么样的惊喜

-0237-

每个人都有可能在你的生命中留下足迹

只是在于他/她逗留的时间是长是短

有可能 他/她只是你生命里的过客

但也有可能 他/她就是要和你一辈子的人

你永远都不会知道

他/她究竟是你的过客

还是与你长厢厮守的人

所以 请珍惜

每个曾经在你的生命中

甚至是心里留下足迹的人

这些人

你不会知道他们什么时候会出现

什么时候会离开

什么时候会再回来

也许他们再也不回来了呢?!

关心并爱护你身边的每一个人

无论他/她是你的亲人、朋友、情人、甚至是敌人

惜福

你不会知道下一秒会发生什么

-爱 发自肺腑-

-韵-

-2011.7.9-

-0233-

幸福都是借来的

如果不懂珍惜

这份感情

随时都会被收走

-穹风-

-木樨的心-

yesterday (monday)

4 australian girls and 2 australian boys who came from colac secondary college

came to our school for a fortnight

one of the girls look pretty

and we hope that she'll be in our class for these two weeks

and yes she did.

her name is rhiannon whitson

she's so friendly and tall and pretty

i really can't believe that she's just 15

and i just realized that she had the same date of birth with vanessa

what a coincidence

knew that she got a twins sister who look alike.

hmm... wondering if she was as pretty as her sister?!

yea. hope to keep in touch with her when she went back to australia.

hope we could have lovely memories.

i'll just pray and pray and pray

that i can just pass my piano practical exam on this thursday

i'm the first who go inside for examination

8.30am early in the morning

urgh!

hope i can do it.

trained hard these days

just hoping to get a pass.

*pray pray*

i'm currently addicted to nicole ciapponi

a canada ballet dancer

which is a year older than me

and she got distinction for her advanced 2 in 14 years old

which is the grade that i'm learning now

distinction!!

can u believe it!

i'll be super happy if i get a pass for this grade

hope i won't waste my parents' money

this exam costs me rm 800+

hope it is worthy.

pray hard that i can pass all of these exams!

oh my god!

practical exam is around the corner

and i'm not ready yet

i'm not sure that i can pass the exam or not

i'm lack of confidence

grade 8

a hard one

hope i can pass it

pray hard!

this

is the 401 post of mine

i didn't even realize that i've wrote so many posts

the first post of mine was written on november 19 ,2008

three years ago.

time flies.

it's such a great thing that the first thing that came into my sight is ur msg

it's so sweet

i can't conrtol myself to read it again and again

thank you to u too baby

thank God that brought u to me

i'll appreciate u more than i can ever imagine

isn't it good to experience such happiness earlier in ur life, baby?!

yea it's good to me

and i believe this happiness will follow u and me to the rest of our life

1711

i'm already used to listen to u

so it's kinda weird when i did not do that.

i really believe that

love is blind sometimes

so.

i'm just blinded by love.

i think i just can't leave you already

i really don't know why i will listen to all what you have said

and i followed you instructions!

OMG!

i'm dead

dead because u've controlled me.

too bad too bad

but never mind

i love you baby

now only i realized that

i didn't say this to you face to face before.

did i?!

never right?!

hmm... gonna find one day

and i will do it.

and you will see me blush. =p

2321 25.06.2011

actually i also don't know why i slept late everyday.

and this caused my endless of headache

monday - 0300

tuesday - 0200

wednesday - 0340

haiz.

getting later and later

too bad.

am i getting scold?!

XD

爱是愚人的国度

看我们演得好辛苦

是你所谓的领悟

我不懂 我不哭

看悲欢喜怒每一步

是疲惫还是依赖的束缚

来 你能不能在重复

让我懂 让我哭

再让时间停住

把自己看清楚

不必再说假如

我 穿过一地荒芜

幸福不能碰触

爱是愚人的国度

不能自拔 不懂退出

我们都回不去最初

曾美丽 但还是不满足

爱是自愚愚人演出

答案清楚 才能谢幕

剧情 是笑 是哭

爱是愚人的国度

看我们演得好辛苦

是你所谓的领悟

我不懂 我不哭

看悲欢喜怒每一步

是疲惫还是依赖的束缚

来 你能不能在重复

让我懂 让我哭

再让时间停住

把自己看清楚

不必再说假如

我 穿过一地荒芜

幸福不能碰触

爱是愚人的国度

不能自拔 不懂退出

我们都回不去最初

曾美丽 但还是不满足

爱是自愚愚人演出

答案清楚 才能谢幕

剧情 是笑 是哭

我们都回不去最初

怎样爱 还是不满足

爱是自愚愚人演出

答案清楚 才能谢幕

结局 是笑 是哭

- 孙燕姿 -

- 愚人的国度 -

it's a new monday!

nah! actually it's the first monday with a new timetable

urgh!

biology right after the assembly

oh gonna die

luckily there's P.E. lesson.. =p

for bm today, we just find the points for the summary

and this used up a period of time.

then it's modern maths ...

ehem...

we're doing circles for today

for me, they're almost same as the form 3's circles.

so kinda easy for me. =p

then we went to computer lab for our english period.

kinda weird huh?!

it's just because teacher wanted to give us to watch a video about a down's syndrome kid (maybe)

but the projector thingy just don't wanna cooperate with the teacher.

so we're not able to watch the video

but we're talking nonsense when teacher are trying to repair it.

first pit yin said that if the projector explode

all 4sc3 students will be dead!

and our imaginations just keep on going nonstop

we even mentioned that who will come to rescue us

hahaha!!

totally lame!

and the teacher was mad of us i think. =p

sorry teacher. =p

haha!

it's just a funny day.

yea.

it'd been days that anson is not in class

and i'm in charged of everything that he used to do

urgh!

need to SHOUT for the greetings

need to give the teacher to sign this and that

need to collect those papers.

omg!!

why i'm the assistant monitor!?

and it'd been days that wen qi and wen yien are not in class.

without them

we're so so so damn boring.

nobody wants to talk those lame thingy. =p

too bad.

assistant monitor..

urgh!!

i hate u joe thong!

u're the one who said my name.

i'll rmb it forever..!!

uh oh!

i received some complaints.

from my friends.

they're just complaining that my blog is just too sweet

and they'll get diabetes whenever they read this

and i think about it this afternoon

hmm..

should i write something like:

bitterness?!

sourness?!

anything other than sweetness?!

lol

hmm.. think i should just write something ordinary

like daily life

but i'm not even motivated.

baby know?!

sometimes it's just to hard for me

i really don't know what is should and what is should not

i know sometimes i'm abit over

but......

yea. it's hard for me

but never mind

since you've asked for my forgiveness

and since i've forgave u.

then...

nothing happened.

anything happened?!

nothing right?!

=p

0058 20.6.2011

i really can't get angry to u

how?!

once i've received ur msg

i didn't even felt angry anymore.

i even smile at it?!

OMG

i'm poisoned by love.

especially ur curse.

dead.

0056 20.6.2011

hope that there's one day i can wish u happy father's day.

as the father of my son and daughter.

=)

sincerely to my future husband.

faithfully from ur future wife.

one week didn't update my blog.

i'm so so lazy to do it

anyway, just wanna wish

all the papa's

happy father's day!

11.6.11

i would like a massage now

who can help me with this favour?!

i'm so damn tired.

dance for four days continuously.

gonna die.

1627

11.6.11

baby, what if i tell u that i'm getting bored of u?!

wanna get u out of my sight?!

1024

11.6.11

baby, sometimes i wonder :

what would u do when i cried?!

what if i tell u i felt like crying without any reason?!

0422

10.6.11

life

unpredictable

anything happens everyday

0340

9.6.11

slept at 5.10am

woke up at 9am

didn't even felt like had a sleep

what kind of life i'm being through?!

1110

9.6.11

i thought i can sleep in whatever situation

but i just found out that i can't

endless night.

sleepless.

0324

i know i'm late

but i'm now totally in love in twilight saga!

had my day started with ballet class alone early in the morning at 9.30am

then went back home to take a shower + eat lunch

and get ready to go for pedicure and manicure.

i ate my lunch at 11.30am

but i started to be hungry at 3pm

can u believe it?!

omg!

i went home at 4pm

wanting to sleep but can't

waiting for my friends - wenqi and maggie to come for steamboat

so i'm just fishing in front of the computer

mag came at 6pm.

we've worked with the jelly then started our steamboat

i ate alot and felt extremely full

after eating

we 3 just continue with chatting and stalking ppl in fb

talking nonsense and stuff

they went home at 10am.

and that's my day.

a WONDERFUL day.

端午节快乐！

多吃一点粽子哦！

好吃好吃! yum~

6.5.2011 0213

urgh!

midnight!

i'm going to sleep now

i've already sleep late for a couple of days

and in day time i just felt like i can sleep whenever the time is

can you believe it?!

after having my ballet class and breakfast, i can go back to my bed and continue my sleeping plan

but i didn't

i'm addicted to a drama

it let me stick to it for a couple of hours

slept at 5.30am woke up at 11am

slept at 2am woke up at 8.30am

i'm going to die because of this kind of life

my holiday is just filled with ballet and piano

BALLET : my friend doesn't want to learn anymore. she left me alone. i'm gonna go in for the exam ALONE!

PIANO : having exam in the coming 7th of july. and i haven't finish prepared

great

what a great holiday i've had!

it's just only the first week.

how about the coming week?!

6.5.2011 0202

你知道你老婆是什么做的吗?

是肋骨

每个老婆都是老公身上的那根肋骨

每个男人都在找寻自己遗失在这个世界上最重要的那一根肋骨

因为它是男人心里面最重要的那个部分

梵谷说得很好

夫妻不是两个半圆

是一个全圆

你们两个既然都这么在乎彼此

都花了这么多的时间

好不容易才找到对方

夫妻嘛

就是应该要牵手同行，互相扶持

一起去面对以后在生活中，生命上

可能会遇到的各种难题的难题嘛

肋骨，没有它

你的生命是不会完整的

好好珍惜

自 醉后决定爱上你 ep4

time flies.

and i didn't even realized that it's june now

exam is coming

practical exam for piano

grade 8

urgh!

it's a hard one.

hope i can do it!

7th of july 201!

waiting for u!

it's hard to avoid thinking what u shouldn't think

is there anything for me to do?!

any tuition?!

practise?!

homework?!

as long as i won't think about those that i shouldn't think of.

i wanna fill up my time.

anything for me to do!?

how do i get through one night without you
if i had to live without you
what kind of life would that be
oh i, i need you in my arms, need you to hold
you're my world, my heart, my soul

if you ever leave
baby you would take away everything good in my life
and tell me now

how do i live without you
i want to know
how do i breathe without you
if you ever go

how do i ever, ever survive
how do i, how do i
oh, how do i live

without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
there would be no love in my life
there'd be no world left for me
and i, oh baby, i don't know what i would do
i'd be lost if i lost you

if you ever leave
baby you would take away everything real in my life
and tell me now

how do i live without you
i want to know
how do i breathe without you
if you ever go

how do i ever, ever survive
how do i, how do i
oh, how do i live

please tell me baby
how do i go on

if you ever leave
baby you would take away everything
need you with me
baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life
and tell me now

how do i live without you
i want to know
how do i breathe without you
if you ever go

how do i ever, ever survive
how do i, how do i
oh, how do i live

how do i live without you
how do i live without you baby
how do i live



leanne rimes
how do i live without you

it's hard to control ur mind
not to think this and that
it's hard to make a decision
on which way u should go
left or right
it'll break ur heart if u go to the left
it'll let u be complicated if u go to the right
yeah...
so just let it be?!

hmm...

i did the wrong thing

i shouldn't have told u that

hmm....

know what?!

my sis bite me

and it looks like a snake did that

something happened yesterday

and it caused my eyes to be swollen
about my first kiss
my parents knew about that
and they were kinda like angry?!
and i've been grounded because of that
i need to be at home for the whole holiday
since my dad's car was spoilt so we cna't go for vacation
my mom told me about 'bible' yesterday
she said that i need to keep a distance from u
when she said that
i think of breaking up
and this thought made me cry for a whole night
my mom even told me that
my dad wants to find you for a 'talk'
and luckily that they came late yesterday
if not i can't imagine what will happen

breaking up made me cried for the whole night
and i even wrote something and ready to send it to u this morning

but i don't have the courage

thinking of the breaking up made me feel like crying..

i don't wanna get swollen eyes anymore

so i'm so sorry to tell u baby..

i can't go out with you this holiday

i'm not going for iu

i didn't tell u this yesterday

because i don't wanna affect ur mood for exam

cz i think of telling u about the breaking up yesterday..

sorry darling.

*teardrops*

yeappy!!!!
i'm free from now!!
3 weeks' exam is over!!!!
i'm back to my story books!!!!

know what!?

i ate many things yesterday!!!
- 1 spicy chicken mcdeluxe
- 1 fillet o fish
- several nuggets
- 1/2 of the fries
- a cup of coke


mag said that i'm gaining weight !! haha!

22.5.2011

0126


a day is over
and i miss you more
i can't control my mind to stop missing you
i can even think of you when i'm doing chemistry
urgh!
i'm gonna die!
so i'm going to bed now
hoping that i would dream of you later!
good night!




2223

OMG!
why i am still like this?!
why i'll still blushed when i'm answering your call!?
urgh!
i'll still blushed after so many years!
aaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!

21.5.2011

2209

i don't know that if i can stand for so many days to not talk or chat with you at all
today is the first day
and i'm now already suffering
how about the other day!?
i'm gonna die for it
do you know how much i miss u?!
there's plenty that you can't even count them!
miss you much baby!
urgh!
please tell me how to stand for so many days?!
i'm gonna die because of missing you!

19.5.2011

23.49

baby i'm sooo sorry
i wanted to chat with u so much but i can't
i miss you so much
i'm sooooooooooo sorry
what i can do to return it back?!
please don't be angry!
baby ~



23.54

today we've exam for add maths and chemistry
the add maths is just like : what the hell is this?!
and i wonder do i need to go through these 'what the hell' moment on monday?!
maybe it's because of the sleeping late on the day before
i felt so tired and sleep today
i didn't concentrate on my tuition
but luckily teacher just let us do revision
later at night
D and M came my house to do revision for maths
D is so hardworking
but M and i just studied for about one and a half hour
then we went playing fb, twitter etc.
but we had an amazing time just now
just pray hard for our modern maths

20.5.2011

two weeks are gone
and our exam is going to end
there are still 3 more days for pure science students
and 5 days = 1 week for those who took for account
what welcomes us after our exam ends?!
HOLIDAY!!
yeappy!!
what a great news to be heard!
just that the coming week is going to be tough
we are going to sit for biology, chemistry, physics, add maths paper 2 and bc paper 1
so we just need to stand for one more week!
then we'll be free after that!
yuhoo!!



12pm

18/5/2011

u said u're going to call me at 12.00am
then i keep on peeping at my phone and checking on the time to make sure that i'm just beside my phone when u're going to call...
at last the phone rang and i picked it up with blush!
i wonder why i will still blush after years we've been through!
hearing you saying the word 'baby' on the other end is just a good feeling
i've fell in love with the last sentence you've said..
my eyes are 90% closed now...
so good night...


12.30am 19/5/2011

being the one who is supporting u behind is not an easy job
but i'm glad that i'm the one who is suppporting u
i know when i should be serious
and when i should be naughty
and i'm glad that u're the one who is there for me when i'm tired or needed for support
so tell me when u need me
and i'll tell u when i need u
my shoulder is always here for u


i'm always here for u

just because of u i'm not single anymore
just because of u i'm being more and more naughty
just because of u my blog is getting sweeter and sweeter
just because of u i will sit in front of the computer smiling like a mad woman
just because of u i will do all kinds of expressions in front of the computer when u said something
just because of u i've experienced the best thing in my life
just because of u i've been through my precious teenage 16 with sweetness
just because of u i will take care myself better so that u will do it too
just because of u i can't concentrate when i'm trying to read my sejarah
just because of u i knew that there's really understanding between us
just because of u i found out that i fell in love with some of the love songs that can really describe us

just because of u i've done many things that i wouldn't think that i will do...
i've been through a precious day
i've been through an amazing valentine's day
i've been through a wonderful time with u
everyday with u is just like valentine's =)

i'm just wondering will this last forever?!
and will i ever find somebody that love and care for me so much if there's one day that u'll leave me?!



will it be


















or will it be















then















at last?!

recently
i'm addicted to these 2 songs
and i love the lyrics very very much!
one of them is in chinese

- 最重要的决定-
-范玮琪-

-just a kiss-
-lady antebellum-

future

future
i don't know what will happen
but what i wish is
u're in my future
we can form a family
with 2-3 children
i know it's now too early to talk about this
but i can't stop my mind to think about this sometimes
i really wish that i could come true
and what we have is just like 黑人和范范
it's like fairytale
i didn't hope to be the princess
and i know there ain't prince waiting for me
what i want is just simple and ordinary
can we achieve that?!
=)

最重要的決定- 范瑋琪

我常在想应该再也找不到
任何人想你对我那么好
好到我的家人也被照料
我的朋友还为你撑腰

你还是有一堆缺点改不掉
拗起来气得仙女都跳脚
可是人生完美的事太少
我们不能什么都想要

你是我最重要的决定
我愿意每天在你身边苏醒
就连吵架也很过瘾不会冷冰
因为真爱没有输赢只有亲密

你是我最重要的决定
我愿意打破对未知的恐惧
就算流泪也能放晴将心比心
因为幸福没有捷径只有经营

first kiss seems to be like a wonderful experience in my life
and i didn't know that i'll experience it that fast
erm...
it's kinda loving?! caring?! =p
haha!!
it's kinda romantic actually
and i even felt my cheeks burning after my first kiss..
abit embarrassed actually..
i gave away my second kiss right after my first kiss...
i wonder when is the third one?! =p
i've tried with opposite sex but i haven't try with same sex!!
can i try with my friends?! haha!!
i think no one will wanna try with me!!
and they'll think that i'm crazy and abnormal..!!
hahahaha!!! XD

first kiss is always one of the most important moment for a girl in once a lifetime...
and i've just experienced this wonderful moment a few days ago..
don't ask me about the feeling...
if u wanna know, i can try it with u...
XD

actually i really scared that u (baby) will angry and don't wanna bother me... =p
don't know why... =p
and u've said : u've did loving me for 4 years and still ...... >> don't know how to say
i know... =p
it's my version la..
i've did loving u for 4 years and i'm still feeling the same with the first time i'm with u... having the 脸红心跳 moment when i'm with u... =p


rmb 09052011

forever seems so far away
but yea...
as what u've said
i love u forever
i'll promise u baby...
i'll wait for u forever
=)

today i've been through a kinda boring day in the morning

we the whole class didn't went down for our PE lesson
all of us just wanna study for exam (the coming mid-term)
and keep on chit-chatting about this and that
we all were exciting and talk alot about IU.


plus, today is the day for lower 6 intake
so there's something new for our topics...
i saw michelle there... kinda excited..
i think our day and periods just filled with the topic ----> IU
haha!!right after chinese lesson, something surprised happened...
and this caused that i listed today as one of my special day other than my birthday!


in the afternoon, i went for my haircut
and my fringe is now so short and i look like a noob!!
OMG!!

something like this...

ps: i slep when i'm having hair treatment! the first time i ever slept in a saloon!!

today i'm trying to be a good student...
i've attend every class and didn't even ponteng any of them...
haha!!
kinda proud of it
i've been through 4 periods of physics
and 1 hour and 15 minutes of chemistry
attention : that 1 hour and 15 minutes's chemistry is an extra class which is held after school...
can u imagine what we've been through today!?
what an 'exciting' day i had!
our chemistry extra class ends at 4.30pm
and i have tuition right after that which is at 5pm...
woohoo!!!
learning the same thing again!!!
that's my day!!

i had an boring day
with 3 periods of physics
and the teacher even asks us to stay back for extra classes..
some of us stayed back...
and some didn't
we're just to good at ignoring teacher i think...
yeah.. this is my day
and i don't know why i'm having headache now...
so i will go to sleep soon...

i won't lie to u
i won't leave u alone
i won't do things that make u worry
i won't this and that...

please remember
i wouldn't wanna be single as i'm in a relationship with u
but if u ever wanna leave me alone
and find another one
i'll be alright and being single is okay to me
if that day really comes true
i'll let go
really, baby....

29th of april 2011

a big day just passed..
prince william and kate middleton just get married..
they made a perfect match...
love their wedding...
love kate's wedding dress and veil...
love the kissing scene...
and i love the : i will....

today we had language, culture and humanities carnival
hmm...
it's fun ...
and happy cz we don't need to go into the class...
then it's st john meeting...
the meeting is just about introducing the current 2010/11 board
i'm kinda know them all...
and kinda proud being form 4..
that's my day..

today we (mag and i ) went for LADAP and as casualty
i woke up at 5.40am just to make sure that i arrive school at 6.30am
urgh!!! this makes me so sleepy and tired for the whole day
and then after my breakfast , i went to sabs
casualty is sitted in the hall to make up...
(make up - wound, burn....)
kinda scary actually...
it looks real..
teachers were given lecture for few minutes then they started their courses...
i'm the first casualty who was given to be seen by the teachers like the monkey in the zoo...!!
teachers were pointing here and there
shocking : aww.... bleeding..!!
after being treated by e chin and wen qi...
i went to clean up myself and headed for my brunch
after eating, we continue again...
this time , we went for transportation
teachers were very excited...
they keep on laughing madly when we demo and they try to do it...
i don't understand why actually =p
then we're divided into 2 groups cz there are many teachers...
the group that i was in have 11 teachers...
wei mae and me were so unlucky... =p
we've been the teachers "favourite" student
cz they just wanna transport us....
omg!!!
maybe i gain one bruise from all these!! =p
after that
we had celebration for these event and also wen yi's birthday
we sang birthday song and took picture form by form
i think she'll have a unforgettable 16 year-old birthday this year

ps: mag did something stupid and embarassed this afternoon
hahaha!!!
she's so blurr....

aww... bruise again
this time is on my wrist...
i've one on my knee!!!

i've taken back a few results for today
and my mood was like sitting in a roller coaster..

chemistry - 60
moral - 67
add maths - 80
bm - 70
modern maths - 100
physics - 69

total up : 1 B , 2B+ , 1 A- , 1 A , 1 A+

i wonder what i will get for other subjects?!?!
o.O hmm

today we're out of jail!!
finished our april test!!
bio - hmm... i think i'm gonna dead for this paper
chemistry - i'm gonna dead too!!

but i don't care!!!
this is not the mid-term!!!
hahahaha!!!
i've finished my exam!!
woohoo!!

20/4/2011 (2)

actually hor bao bei
i'm not good at taking picture by myself
i've tried alot of times to take the picture that u put it as screen saver
and i don't think that picture is beautiful
=p blek
i'm waiting for a day that we can take picture together then i'll put it as profile picture....

=)



0215

20/4/2011 (1)

right before i sleep, my kakak told my parents that she saw someone's shadow pass by the corridor outside our house...
everyone is tense after hearing this news..
my parents went to survey the area and found a quite suspicious car parking nearby with someone sitting inside
i think our house had been spotted by those thieves
kinda creepy and scary
i think they've tried alot of ways to break into our house but failed to do so because of the alarm system


hmm... let's talk about some good news!!
our new sofa is coming soon!!
we'll have a set of new sofa...
i'm gonna miss the old sofa as well!!!


0211

urgh!!!
i've broke my favourite cup lid!!
hmm...
i'll miss it....

R.I.P

didn't went down for recess for today
ate my mom's special ham + bread + egg in class
it was tasty ( it always is )
mag , wen yien and i stayed at class to do some revision on our add maths and sejarah
right before we take our sejarah paper, we're just discussing about how the add maths paper we've done.
and we're just keep on chit-chatting
we didn't even revise properly
and when it's time to have the exam, everybody is like : oh!! time for hell!!
we're even wishing each other R.I.P as essay question will come out in sejarah paper
hmm... a schooling day... no no no... exam day passed again and i'm going to ponteng my bc tuition tonight... =p


1325

i've been through hell all day
bm paper - what the hell is with the novel question
moral - what the hell i've memory and forgotten it..
add maths - what the hell to the question that i've forgotten to complete and those questions hat are tough
sejarah - what the hell to the essay question that i've used 2 pages to answer it and i think i just wrote nonsense....



what the hell - avril lavigne


1319

i think i will die in all subjects for this april test
i didn't even have time to study...
=p
just keep on doing this and that ....
hmm...
whatever la...


anyway, good luck for all of those who are having exam tmr!! =)

darling a,
actually i didn't meant to step on ur shoe today...
i'm so sorry that i almost made u fell..
=p
hmm...
and about the profile picture hor
what about we find some time and take picture together leh?!
=p
see first la...
i really don't know how to take picture myself...
and i'm not used to it...
feel weird when i do so... =p

again..
april test is around the corner
and i haven't even prepare for it
hmm...
and the first day is full of those memorizing subjects...
i wonder why they need to put sejarah on the first day?!
so....
it's time for us to study again...
gambateh for everyone!! =)

16/4/2011 (0037)

宝贝
actually i really can't leave you already
don't know why.. =p
so darling no need to worry that i will run away
it's impossible!!
=)
don't you know that i'm always listen to what u've said?!
=p
didn't you realize that?!


0039

11/4/2011

oh no!!
my toe was hurt today!!
it's so painful
i even need to dance in pain with my point shoes!!
OMG!!
imagine i need to stand with my toes which were in pain...
woohoo!!
hope it will recover faster... =)

10/4/2011 (0210)

宝贝
you remind me about the pass
and what we've done
and i even wanted to record all of our conversations once again....
u know... that kind of feeling..
i can't find words to describe it...
sometimes,
when i re-read our message or conversation
i felt sweet
i hope all these moments can last forever..


[ copied from facebook like page ]

when i'm older, and my little girl asks me who my first love was, i don't want to have to pull out the old photo album . i want to be able to point across the room and say:" he is sitting right over there.. "


0214

10/4/2011 (0205)

sometimes,
i think of the future
i hope my future is going through wuth the same gang
our crazy gang
and everyone is with their wife and husband
i really hope that this day will come true
we can attend each other's wedding
play, have fun, eat, laugh, talk
and do all kinds of crazy things
the most precious is
we are almost from the same primary school
we have many memories together
i hope we can be together as a gang forever... =)


0209

4/4/2011 (2)

it's impossible for me to be unhappy when i'm with you
how could i get bored when i'm with you?!
i know you're the one who is sent by God to protect me from unwanted danger
i'll appreciate what is given to me
including you
i'm pretty sure that you're the only one who can give me happiness other than my family
darling, i wonder what caused me love you so much?!
hmm.... i also don't know why...
=p o.o

4/4/2011

wow!!
what a surprise for today!!
hmm..
today can be a memorable day for me and u!!
=p


ps:
actually everyday is a memorable day for u and me!! =)

oh my oh my
know what's the day for today?!
today's mag's birthday!!!!
hmm...
we had a celebration at school
actually it was quite fun
and i'm lazy to describe it out.....
=p
so i'll just let it be....
=p
anyway, happy birthday mag!! =)

darling,
actually if sometimes i wear something unsuitable u should tell me
cz i'm used to wearing those shorts and mini skirts
and even high heels
darling i'm not a boy so i don't know what will a boy thinks
u must tell me i don't mind...
really =)
i know u don't like those guys looking at your girlfriend with those eye sight
so u must tell me when i've wear something over...
o.o =)

宝贝 宝贝

我知道你习惯了这个称呼

我也是 =p

虽然我也不想提起从前

但我真的觉得现在比以前更好

还有 宝贝

有什么不满意有直接告诉我

无论是什么我都听你的 =p

宝贝 我知道

你真的对我很好 =p

谢谢你哦!!

0042

26/03/2011

today we went to school just to receive our certificate and money

we went there at 9am and we're back at about 1pm

the process that we're waiting and wearing the 'jubah' took nearly one hour

i wonder why would it take so long

what i've experienced is:

- wearing a 'jubah' is hot

- sitting in the hall is boring

- the speech of the VVIP is so damn long.......

haha!! XD

i think everyone's feeling is the same:

BORING!!

at first when we receive our certificates from the VVIP

it's just a file with 2 certificates inside and we're just like:

omg!!! O.O what the hell!!!?? there's no money for us!?!?

then the teacher told us that we need to collect our money from the teachers who sit outside of the hall..........

oh gosh!! after the ceremony everyone can't wait to take off the 'jubah' cz it's so damn hot!!!

ps: during the speech, i almost finish half of my book... =p

0039

today!!
erm... we had rehearsal again!!
we didn't get to study for today!!
i'm surprised to see that 99 is the tokoh kokurikulum...
and his pictures are so cute!!!
haha!!
and it's so boring without maggie here
as what we've predicted
she'd overslept
haha!!
and after school...
i discovered that i've no transport for my tuition...
and maggie is not going to add maths tuition!!!
so i just decided to sleep !! =p
and what i've done is slept for 5 hours!!
haha!! from 2pm to 7pm!!
at last...
my kakak wake me up for dinner!!

25 03 2011

hmm
what word can i think of to describe today?!
i can't think of anything
just that we had rehearsal for our majlis pengikhtirafan for 4 periods continuously
just to make sure that this event won't make any mistakes....
and in the afternoon
we went for the interview of sidang rekreasi
at last
ching became the ketua editor
and wen qi became his assistant
maggie and huey chin are the treasurer
i love it when we're voting...
it's fun!! =p

25032011

darling...
what i wanna say is i'm very very very sorry
sorry darling
my internet is going mad
and it can't function when i want it terribly
i keep on trying and trying on the internet
but i can't work
i'm so disappointed
then i think of u
hope that u won't wait for me for long
and u went to sleep earlier
darling
i'm soooooooooooo sorry!!

-0058-


hmm.... i wonder is it that we are xin ling xiang tong...?!
cz u've slept when i'm trying very hard to online... =p

darling...
if u say i don't mind...
then i'm telling lie...
no matter what
i will feel like ...... (don't know how to describe...)
but it is impposible that i call i to not attend the competition right?!
or i'm the one who play with u?! O.O
so..
i'll jst pretend that there's nothing
there's nothing!!
so it's ok for me actually...
after u've saw this post
please don't change ur mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DO NOT CHANGE YOUR MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

darling...
actually i don't mind seeing u cry... =p
just like what u've said...
everybody have emotions...
u're just expressing them...
but actually
i really don't know how to console u
i don't know what to say
i don't know what to do
what i know is
i'll stay beside u!! =)
so if u're sad...
my shoulders are always here!!!
hope u're the same !! =)

after being 2 days of steward........
what i think is
steward's job is not like what we've think of
we actually can talk
and communicate with team members...
but the topics is just between :
do u wanna go to toilet?!
and all those stuffs...
we actually had a great time there...
being steward is not that bad... =)
i can't believe that somebody had taken picture of mine
and what i needa do now is
pray hard that they will not post it on facebook... =p
at last
congratulations to all sabs team!!!
u all had done a great job!!
we're proud of being sabs-ian....



darling....
don't be sad huh?! =)

hmm...

we ( as in S , M and WY )
are the steward for state comp tmr...
hmm....
i wonder what school i'm in charge of... =p

today we're having rehearsal at smkap
we're there about 1pm
then melvin foo divide our job and we get steward
we're divided into teams so we don't know what school are we taking...
steward is the one who bring the team members here and there....
i'm not very familiar to the environment of smkap
i'm so scared that i'll bring them to the wrong place... =p
there's no texting, no calling and no talking...
no talking betweem team members and other steward!!!
can u imagine it!!!
being a steward is just like a mad people!!!
omg!!!!
these are just because they need to make sure that there's no leakage of question... ( ??!! O.o )


hmm.....
i wonder what will happen tmr....


btw,
just wanna say gambateh to those who are taking part in this competition!!
i know u all are training hard!!!
so.....
hope u all can just get some good results la!! =)

darling,
i know u're having tough training these days...
actually if u're not free to chat with me
it's ok...
i don't mind...
really...!!
i'll understand...
just that i hope u'll add oil and take care of urself...!!
=)

我 中蛊了吗?
是相思蛊吗?
还是爱情蛊呢?
我认为
我两样都中了
因为
我不能制止自己想念你
更不能制止自己去爱你 =p
是我爱的太深了吗?
为什么
我觉得是件好事呢? =p
宝贝
我真的很想念你




i just can't conrtol myself to re-read what you've sent to me
they just make me smile and feel happy!!!
love ya, baby!!!

ps: gambateh for state comp!!! support support!!!


11.38pm 15/3/2011

15/3/11 and 16/3/11

i've went to kl for 2 days 1night
erm....
actually it's quite tiring... =p
i've bought 2 pair of shoes and several books...
hmm....
kinda satisfied with what i've bought... =)
especially the shoes!!!!
i've bought a ballerina shoe and a high heel
i'll be the same height as M is i wear the high heel... =p
haha!!!!
i wonder if i will fall down when i wear that!!! =p

bao bei
u must appreciate
what we have
although it's not enough
but we still have it...
don't start to regret
when there's nothing left... =)

bao bei
miss u so much!! =)

yeepee!!!
i've finished my theory exam!!
woohoo!!
although there is a practical and ballet exam waiting for me
but i'm still happy because i no need to do all the theory already!!
finally!!! =p

i'm such a lazy girl right?!

宝贝 =p
i really need to get use to calling u 宝贝... =p

today...
i just can't control my fingers and hands
they keep on pressing on my phone to see what u've send to me...
=p
then my mouth is also out of control
my lips keep on going up and up...
i got a feeling like i'm going to be crazy... =p
smiling at the phone for the whole day...

i really don't know why...
i keep on reading what u've send to me today... =p
then i feel like getting diabetes... =p

hope u'll come back soon...
i promise u to hang out... =)
love u 宝贝... =p

don't ask me if i will miss u if u're not here beside of me
don't ask me if i will love u if u've changed
don't ask me if i will wait for u when u're doing others thing and not free to chat with me
don't ask me if i will stay beside u for forever
don't ask me all of these

because i'll do them all
=)
just for u


my naughty panda dear... =p

today is 11/3/2011
and it's a unforgettable day for every asian especially japanese
massive earthquake hits japan
a 8.9 magnitude quake struck japan at 2.46pm local time....
U.S. National Weather Service issue a tsunami warning for at least 50 countries and territories...
- cnn -
and the latest news
there are 100++ people dead in this massive earthquake...
is 2012 true?!
our world is going to end?!
our world is going to end like what we've watched in movie - 2012?!


pray hard for those who are suffering ...
i can do nothing other than parying hard for those victims... =')

dear,
no matter how u change
i'll not do what as i said just now
=)
unless u don't want me already...
if not, i won't let u alone..
and i'll not let ur eyes swollen again..
=p
promise me...
don't leave me alone...
i really don't know what i'll be after u've leave me...
=')
心灵相通 =)
hope what i wish for will come true!! =)

don't know why
i will listen to what u say
i will try to follow what u've told me to do
don't know why
i will feel nervous when u say u wanna call me
i will feel worry if did not concentrate enough at school because of me
maybe this is love?!
=p



sry dear....
i didn't follow my promise...
=p
cz my bro need me to check his homework,,,
then i go here and there...
do this and that...
12.51am already...
=p
i'm going to sleep now...
really.... =)

09/03/2011 (2)

because of the 'bobo' incident
all of us are crazy for a new name... =p
maybe we're too boring or we're just the craziest class for the whole form 4...
all members of our gang also have a new name.. =p
come let me list them out now... =p

wen qi - lulu
wen yien - momo
chia yie - cha cha
wen yi - long long
maggie - gigi
joe - jojo
kee nain - 99
me - sasa

!!!
haha!!
i felt funny when i'm calling everyone's name... =p

form 4 life is fun for me
although there's tons and tons of homework... =p

09/03/2011 (1)

it rained cats and dogs today..
i knew that there's no assembly when i woke up
cz i heard the sound of raining... =)
we stay in class doing our chemistry module for one period
since there's no assembly
the second and third period is chemistry
on the journey to chemistry lab
we met "flood" =p
the water level is keep on rising because of the rain...
after the discussion among the 3 of us (m,s,cy)
we decided to take off our shoes to cross the path...
the water is cold....
then we arrive our chemistry lab with bare foot..
this is a funny scene...
luckily the water level decrease when we're heading back to class...
so we're wearing shoes when we're walking back to class.... =p
and on the way back to our class...
there're 3 kitties following us
ooh!!!!
they're so cute and small...
they even shiver cz the air is too cold for them...
arh!!!!!! they're so so so so cute...
but some form 5 students toke them away after recess..... =(


sabs's extraordinary sight:
flooding when it's raining cats and dogs... =p

oh my goodness!!!

i did something very stupid today!!!
how can i go into the wrong lab!!!
aaaaaa!!!

because of you i feel naughty
because of you i know i can do anything
because of you i feel like i'm a princess
because of you i feel everything

sometimes i'm so scared that
if i act too naughty and wilful
then u'll feel boredom
u'll just leave me alone
after i've used to me naughty and wilful
i've nobody to bridle me

i know u won't leave me alone
and i know that u feel that i'm cute when i'm naughty (O.o)
i know you love me and i love u too!! =)

dear, how many percent now?!? =p

07/03/2011

today we don't have assembly in the morning...
i wonder why?!? =p
but i'm happy with it...
before recess is pj period...
wenqi , keenain, maggie and joe played pingpong
it was funny.....!!!
i keep on laughing...!!!
after recess is our modern maths period...
something happened during these periods....
hahahahah!!!
something funny...
just go to chiayie's blog to see la!! =p
i think i've laugh too much and it cause me cough and some soar throat... =p

我很喜欢这种感觉
这种被你呵护在手心的感觉
这种看着你因为我一句话而紧张的感觉
你不舍得骂我
我知道 =p
可是那时候
我不知道原因
现在我知道了
为什么我会有一种更爱你的感觉啊?
真的很奇怪耶?!
一定是你对我下了什么毒
对吗? =p

dear, i hope u're my pass, present and future tense... =)
just like my psychology test result..
dear, i don't have ex leh... really la... =p
my ex is you if u dump me lo... =p
but that means u'll 背叛 me...
will u?!

to my dear

actually i'm very very forgetful
and i don't really think that i'm beautiful or pretty or cute
i will not rmb what i've done today... =p
and i think i'm totally influenced by u already...
i wonder why?!
before this
i don't believe that couple will influence each other...
but now i'm totally believe in it!!! =)
they do the same thing
think the same
omg!!! i can't really believe that it happens on me!!! =)
and i just can't imagine the siuation that we've break up
u'll be crazy (u said urself.... =p)
i'll.... i also don't know what i will be...
i love what u said:
for now, i don't really think it (we've break up) will happen
=)
i don't know why
just feel like a relationship should be like this?!?!
maybe... some fun... =)
i really think that we can't leave each other now... =)
i hope that the result of the psychology test that i've done will come true...
i really hope that will happen... =)